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Jock - Aching

from 1492 Mixtape by 1492 Mixtape

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my heart is getting heavy and i welcome the pain
deserving all the punishment i relish distain
reiterate ways i slept on things i could change
a self inflicted loner all i do is complain
the world we built does nothing, we encourage blame
ideals that we borrow just encourage shame
everyones a martyr everyone is a stain
everyones a victim everyone is a slave

i’ll keep saying that its simple keep pretending not to drown
i’ll keep swallowing the fear and keep my anguish underground

so i walk
and i talk
i move the way that i’m suppose to
i laugh
and i joke
i react the way that i was taught to
i smile
i choke
i smile
i choke

but nothing fucking moves me and I'm aching for feeling
the end results in nothing all i do is count the reasons
searching for a lie that we can keep on believing
i know that i’m the problem but i can’t stop obsessing
the sorrow, the burden, the longing all concealing
doubt in all boundaries that we put our belief in
The resentment, the anger, no purpose or fulfillment
I break my bones for substance and I don’t feel any different

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from 1492 Mixtape, released March 4, 2021

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Musicians creating in support of Haudenosaunee land defenders at 1492 Land Back Lane.

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